So today I traveled the 3 hours journey back to school... I cant say i was thrilled to be leaving, but being at school is so fun! I have grown to love my roomates and being on my own! I feel like a lot has happened to me in just a few short weeks... I have become a changed person. I am still me... but this new added responsibility has taken ahold of me and wow, its so great!! I love being on my own... though i wish it were a couple 3 hours closer to my family and Michael! I was doing the dishes the other day... a task that i wish others would do... and i was thinking about how this was never gonna end... Im gonna be washing dishes for the rest of my life it seems. Now, that fact was kinda a bummer, but i couldnt help but smile! Once I finish college, I'll get married, and do dishes then. Then Ill have a family, and do their dishes... until they're older i guess... then i'll get a break. Then they'll leave and I'll be doing them again. Hopefully a dishwasher comes into play somewhere along the lines... but this really isnt about dishes. Its about life. Life is so short. I feel like it just never slows down. I remember my freshman year of high school and how i just dreamed of being older and being able to date, and finding that one guy who would marry me... and now, i am that girl... and its odd. I feel like i spent my whole childhood looking up to these moments, and now they are here and all i want to do is rewind. Dont get me wrong, i love being older... Its pretty wonderful! :) But some days i really just cant help that i was still 7!
Anyways, this weekend i got to spend a lot of time with Michael and his family! Oh i just love them all so much!! Its so great to feel welcome and loved! They all teach me so much about how i want my life to pan out and the wonderful women I have to live up to! :)
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