So... I just finished watching Julie and Julia, or whatever its called, and I almost felt bad for not blogging, but not only for not blogging, but for not blogging important things, things people actually want to read. I wish I could reach at least one person through writing, it truly is my second, okay, maybe third passion.
One: Music
Two: Chocolate
... and then of course writing.
I always wanted to be a writer, and if I may be a little narcissistic I think I am quite good at it. But, I always feel like I have nothing important to tell the world, at least not anything new. I mean, I know life's many lessons as well as the next kid on the street, but I feel as if I offer almost nothing new in this crazy world. Michael sent me a text, yeah, i know, really classy, Tashua, but anyways, he was talking about realizing secrets of the universe. He was talking about how happiness doesnt come from trying to always be happy, but from overcoming sadness and smiling anyways.
And as true as he is, I cant help but think that it isnt really a universal secret. What makes a universal secret? Surely not something so simple. Yes, it is something we all have to learn, but wouldnt that make it a universal knowledge, I mean is it really a secret if some people learn it? I think a universal secret would be the cure for cancer. And why people hurt the ones they love. Now that, my unknown reader, or readers, is something I would like to know.
Sure, time can really heal all hearts, but whats the surprise in that? This secrecy we all falsely think exist seems rather odd to me. Though i must confess that many times I have caught myself spreading these so-called "secrets of the universe," I dont quite understand. Anyways, isn't a secret something you wish to keep to yourself? Why would I want to keep to myself the "laws" we have set in place on this earth?
I guess this is all just my mind pondering trivial matters, but maybe thats what makes it so worth reading. Don't you think? I could write 5 paragraphs on my lunch today, but would anyone really care? By the way, It was SO good! :)
For Now,
Tash